New terrain

I have decided it.

This attitude has to change.

I want myself back again.


Yeahhh, I'm just gonna try harder. Be stronger, be independent.
Maybe some day I'll find the happiness.
I'm gonna take it step by step..

I started today.

This feels a lot better already

And I actually like some things about fall

like for example the leaves the sound when your shoe crushes them

and their colors of course

I also like the excuse walking fast/run everywhere because it's so windy and cold that you just want to get inside really fast

There is some 'feeling going on' only when it's autumn.