Around Helsinki

I've been playing a tourist guide and showing around Helsinki to a French girl. She is great! And we have had so much fun together! I really like her.
She is also learning Finnish so I do my best to help her. We have been to Suomenlinna, Korkeasaari (zoo), Helsinki churches and went to a beach today. Tomorrow we will be visiting a garden and the stone church.
Also, of course shopping!

just.. one another day I also met my friend.. It was fun with him!
Although now he doesn't answer my messages so I'm afraid he is mad at me.
I'm gonna lose him too.

Well, at least it's gonna be f*cking easy to leave this country on the day when I go. I'm not gonna miss people anymore and No one is gonna miss me. So happy end I guess......

!!

I really hate people right now.......

My so called 'friend' has been treating me like a shit everytime she is dating someone. She always cancels our meetings and drangs her dates with us.. I really can't stand it but i don't wanna lose her though because I really don't have many friends. And I always pretend that I don't care and that it doesn't hurt me when she cancels...
Although now I told her how I feel and she is just saing she is sorry but you know what*? I think I really are not gonna see her that much anymore... If she wants me around, she will show it to me. I will make her beg !

Other people then... they are just being mean to me or like teasing me with their stupid jokes that I really don't want to hear.
I might be sensitive but for someone who is sensitive himself shouldn't be saying those things to me because he should know how they hurt !

So is it any surprise that I'm all alone? guess not because everyone is just being an asshole and doesnt really care about me at all.

Those two that are the closest ones for me, make me feel like shit all the time. It really doesnt help me...

どうするの?

Σ΄αγαπώ....
사랑해...
Seni seviyorum...
я тебя люблю...
我愛你...
Mahal kita...
Em yêu anh...
Te amo...
Ma armastan sind...
אני אוהבת אותך...
Jag älskar dig...
Ah loove ye...
Ich liebe Dich...
Ti amo...
Rakastan sinua...
愛してる...
Je t'aime...
I love you.


I've loved him for more than a year already.,.,.,.,

Always wish to see him and talk to him see his smile and hear his voice

I'm not sure what should I do.

Somehow he is special to me.

Songs I like to sing.

Just listed a of couple songs I like to sing. Although I rarely sing in company..

- Keane feat K'naan: Stop for a minute
- Paramore: The only exception
- Three days grace: Never too late
- Evanescence: My immortal
- Evanescence: Bring me to life
- My chemical romance: Helena

Greek adventure

I had a great and amazing trip to Greece. I enjoyed it for 11 days.

I met some amazing people, went to some beautiful places and swam in the crystal clear blue water !
Although sun turned out to be my enemy when I burn my skin and got sick for one day for not drinking enough water..
So people, please drink water as much as you can!!

I also visited Crete island, there was a very mysterious and fantastic cave ! It was something I will always remember.. and I love caves hahah.

In Athens I saw some very cool anthic temples and other buildings, most of them pretty much broken through the years. It smelled like interesting history, yay!